20.0208-0900 What is Rubber Centricism?

@25.0210-0933.52 atx orig

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Dear Marla,

What is Rubber Centricism?

RubberCentricism is the general attitude of making rubber the center of your life.

Why?

In a sense , we coax Hevea toward RubberFLOW.

Cultivate an 'attitude' of TTOSBT. Be True to yourself. Be who you are. And, if that means covering yourself in rubber all of the time, then DO IT.

It is reminescent of McAleister Crowley's "do what thou wilt". ^The important thing to remember is you do so with Meaning. It means to be all of the Rubberist that you can be and do so with a sense of (your own) Purpose. You wear the rubber and endure The Grind because....

This is the "spell" that the fairytale witch which has cast upon me. I do it because I am wired to do this.

Or, maybe it's a 'bug' in my programming. My fetish is a 'glitch'.

Twenty years ago I would not have believed this, but I now realize that, for whatever reason, it is not only my nature to cover myself in rubber, but also to do it deeply and with heart.

I'm compelled to 'become rubber', so to speak.

My fetish is clearly a dominant aspect of my nature. It commandeered my sexuality early on in my life and gradually matured as I aged. At first I thought of myself as a 'heterosexual with a fetish problem'. Social and biological norms made me think that the focus of my sexuality should be on being with a partner for the purpose of having babies.

ASIDE NOTE: I'm going to take a stab at a reason why fetishes, homosexuality and other 'Queer' aberrations seem to be surfacing in the world in significant numbers. Obviously, each culture reacts differently and some seem to be becoming more tolerant -- but that is subject to the wild swings of the so-called 'pendulum of history'. I'll posit that this 'aberration' may actually be Mother Nature's way of slowing the human population growth down. We all know and feel that we humans now 'infest' this planet. There's just too damn many of us. Perhaps fetishes are natural mechanism of evolution because they are sexuality that is not oriented to making babies. These abberations may actually reduce the population.

Marla, the WEIRDEST part of all of this is that while I may be a 'rubbersexual' rather than 'heterosexual' at the purely orgasm-seeking, physical level, I am also very, very much a 'hetero-romantic' person. I have 'loved' many of my human partners deeply.

Here's the thing. I do not 'love' rubber in the romantic sense. There is simply no emotional connection with rubber. Period. When one of my latex suits becomes old and falls apart, I am disappointed only because that means I'll have deal with all of the hassles and expense of getting a new one. My latex garments are commodity items.

It's very different when I lose a partner, which is almost always the result of an incompatibility with my fetish. I am deeply wounded at the emotional level. I loved Frank deeply for 5-6 years. We loved each other. But then he discovered me in latex one day. It blew his mind. After that our relationship slowly devolved until he finally threw 'Miss Pervert' out of the house.